Thursday, September 18, 2008
what happened? i kept asking myself. why? why did everything change? when i thought everything was fine. why why why? what's the point of avoiding? does it helps at all? or does it make things worst? i think things are worst now. why avoid? shit
leyyyyyyyy. you tell me
luhh. now both also like some total idiots who walk pass each other. what went wrong?
dear god. help me please. if never help also nevermind, just get me a solution. if not also, just make things better alright? i hope god is reading my blog. i mean, he knows everything right. hmmm. every night, i pray for things to get better but it got worst instead.
sometimes, everyone feels like being banged by a car and suffer a memory loss. for me, i feel like sleeping and never wake up again. but righttttt, i love my life. because no mattter how bad it is, i still have family and friends who will cheer me up. i'm not poor. i'm not handicapped. it's just that, problems and troubles makes my life difficult.
there are two type of people in life, one is a cloud. another is a running tapwater.
6:52 PM