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Saturday, February 21, 2009


today, we cleaned up the steel drum room. damn it. ok fine. we washed the room. FINALLY. a clean proper place. rearranged the whole position. the room is great now. hahaha.

(shit me and fuad just watched a REAL LIFE porn twice. haikal just pulled down his boxer. thank god it was in the dark. URGH.)

i discovered out a lot just by looking at you guys. the only way you people gonna understand and work with each other is by putting your DIFFERENCES aside. those ego. pride. smartness. some people really can't bring all these down to people who has of a lower level than theirs do they? people use the phrase, "no one is perfect". do you apply it only to yourself or others too? everyone has their own plus and minus. you know that you're weak. yes. you ARE weak. you have no one. no one to hold you anymore. and most importantly, you can't even hold yourself together. you're not the person i once knew. you weren't as weak. you weren't even weak at all. but what happened to you? where's that person that i once knew?

look into yourself. deep inside. it doesn't work if you gonna dig out what's wrong with you but you have to learn about yourself. not for the sake of others but yourself. find that girl deep inside. i thought you'll be great after i left your life. you were going to be a better person. a better someone. you can do better than that. i've always believed in you. but do you believe in yourself?

there's much more in life than what you think it is. god gave us challenges. to make us a better person. that's the opportunity that god gave. i've always believed that, everything happens for a reason. control yourself. pull yourself back together in one piece. understand yourself. take this as a challenge from me. fight yourself. to be the real you. okay?

you'll never know how i feel. never be able to feel what i feel. i've always prayed for you. do you know that? eyes away from you. keeping a distance far away. just take as if nothing happened. putting a strong front. just to let you smile once again. not for me but for the person dear to you.

haha. this is so painful. as in seriously. hmmm. why do i even bother? but nothing's wrong with helping someone dear to you right?


loves.

11:43 PM

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