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Thursday, April 5, 2012


back to old space again. a place i can post up my thoughts without getting judged by people. well, it's a worlwideweb but then again, i doubt anyone reads my blog anymore. because everyone needs a space where they can open up themselves and type out what's been bothering them or what's making them feel very happy.

currently waiting for national service right now. a lot of things happened in my mind lately. maybe, i've used up all my positivity. maybe, i'm just tired. i hate to live up to other's expectations. i hate trying to live up to others' standards. these are really the little things that shouldn't bother me at all. i can't believe i was trying to live according to other's expectations. what was i thinking? was i even thinking at that point of time? i'm utterly disappointed with myself over and over again. it's the second time this week. this week wasn't a great week even though it's only Thursday right now. i will try to get back on track in life. i have not been on track and i know it myself. i need a getaway. a short stay away from home and clear my mind. just a short one will do. i want to do things right. enough mistakes.

deactivated my twitter account. it's a useless place. i have nothing that i can do there. why bother having a useless account right? /\

12:05 AM

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