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Sunday, April 8, 2012

everything bad started in 2008? went through my archives. and i didn't realize that it's been years. it was a rough patch that i went through. or maybe, we went through. i really feel happy and free to still own this blog. somewhere i can express my feelings. sometimes, i do still think of you. just to see you smile and be happy.

i feel like i'm going through a critical period in life right now. i'm starting to take notice of people's attention. like i need attention of any kind. i'm not the kind that need all these attention. just that, i feel more lonely than ever. different than friends company. they're all great funny friends. i just lack of someone who i can talk to freely. someone who i can trust and share my thoughts. someone who i don't need to impress. someone who is genuine towards the friendship. i miss having a genuine person beside me.

3:15 AM

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