Monday, May 21, 2012
            
           
           you've been appearing in my dreams, repeatedly. i don't blame you. i only have myself to blame. to be still stucked in a place that i very much feel comfortable and alive. i know i should have gotten out of the place long ago. it's been years. you most probably have went to another chapter in life. i should probably flip the book of my life soon too. this isn't doing any good to me. 
had a long chat with a colleague. we shared experience and advice. it's rather easy to say out opinions and experience but ultimately, it comes down to the actions that is going to take place. am i just going to take the advice or am i going to do something about it? 
closed heart. either wait for a turnover or wait for someone who will open up your heart again. for now, after so long, i don't believe in the latter. :/
           
             
                 
          
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