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Sunday, June 17, 2012


i guess that we're all being used.
when you were at your lowest, who were there for you?
when you had trouble getting back on your feet, who were there to give you a lift up?
when you lost all hopes, who were there to tell you that friends will make things better?

i just realised how easily you can be manipulated. listening to a new cool friend who you call "brother" over old friends who were there for you when you're just nothing at all at that point of time. we know you too well. you will never have a thinking of your own. you always had to listen to others so that you can perceive what's going on.

at this stage, i, or we, don't blame anyone at all. everyone have their own way of thinking. maybe that's yours. we should have known. after that "fight" over being "true" friends, everything became awkward. but i don't care. we don't care. we know the real meaning of true friends. at least, the way we define it. we came together as a group as different individual. and we still have respect for a person for not telling their flaws upfront. why? because balls became bigger than brains. why wanna make things awkard and start having little childish quarrels? is that really worth telling the truth and being straightforward? at the expense of everyone's comfort. just like right now.

i know who my friends are. i know who will stand by me. because i understand that we still have that little respect for each other, that we don't dare/won't want to tell the truth about each other because it's better that way. if you were to know every single truth, i doubt you'll learn anything but to get angry over some stupid little childish matter.

it doesn't matter anymore. we helped you when you were down. we helped you when you didn't have faith in love/live. what matters is that we helped sincerely. all of us believed in sincerity from the beginning. maybe we don't show it. but if you can't feel it, then what's there in our long years of friendship? but what ever you do next in life, we just wish you the best.

6:47 AM

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