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Saturday, June 15, 2013


whenever my mind is filled, this will always be the best place to be at.
I met someone. someone who I only have conversation once or twice and that's that. and we never meet again soon after. simply put, a random person who I took notice of, discreetly. over time, I left that place, the only place where I get to see her. carried on with life like how I always do.

things took a change for the past few months. disaster, a beautiful one though. I found her in the midst of everyone else. she found me too. definitely I have a very vivid memory of her. all because I took notice years back. well, I remember everyone who makes a mark in my life. communication with her was really tough and difficult for me. I'll always get flustered by her every reply, I guess it's insecurities which made me feel so. however, im sure I did fine. I remembered something, sincerity. I might be lacking in such communication, but sincerity takes over and compensate it.

it was really nice to share ideas and perspective with someone new. it was fresh, especially for me. it's been years since I've gotten really close to someone opposite. then slowly, feelings steps in and that's when things get messy. I'm the one who curved in despite knowing that I shouldn't have. I should have knocked my conscience over falling in with someone who's already attached. I pricked my own conscience. I did not plan to fall though. I just find comfort in things, and it happened to be you. I'm sorry but I really have no idea where things is leading to right now. I need a destination. if this leads to nowhere, I'll definitely remind myself not to commit myself. because commitment is a very heavy responsibility. and I am I overly protective on who I hand my heart over to.

 if you're taking me away, please be sincere.

9:39 PM

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